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FOUR MONTHS AFTER THE DIVORCE

It had been four months of silence, regret, and unanswered questions. Then, out of nowhere, Laura — my ex-wife — sent me a message:

“Are you free on Sunday? I want to give you an invitation.”

I didn’t need to open the envelope to know what it was. Her wedding. The wedding that would no longer be with me.

Driven by a bitter curiosity, I put on the same suit I had worn on our wedding day and went alone to Hacienda Santa Lucía, in Jalisco. I don’t know why. Maybe part of me still needed to understand… who she had chosen in my place.

I sat in the last row, hidden among strangers.

And that’s when she walked in.

Laura looked like a different person — or maybe she was the same, but finally free. Her white dress shimmered, her smile was light, natural… a smile I hadn’t seen in years. My chest tightened. In that moment, I knew I had lost something I realized too late.

Before that…

Laura and I were together for three years before getting married. Our first months were like a soft samba: calm, comfortable, full of affection.

She was sweet, gentle in the way she spoke, but strong inside. Intelligent, attentive, always ready to solve any problem.

I was the “decent guy.” Hard-working, no addictions, always trying to do my best.

But I failed in the essential: listening.

My job in real-estate sales in Guadalajara was a constant battlefield. Pressure, goals, calls, travel. And I always had the same excuse ready:

“I’m busy… it’s for our future.”

Meanwhile, Laura looked at me from across the table, waiting for a word, a smile, any reaction that showed I was still there — with her.

But I was always glued to my phone. Or my laptop. Or to silence.

We didn’t argue.

And only later did I realize: silence wasn’t peace — it was distance.

Until one ordinary night, she said, with a firm voice and tired eyes:

“I want a divorce.”

I tried to argue, promised changes, begged.

She only shook her head:

“I waited too long, André. Loving you isn’t enough anymore. I’m losing myself.”

We signed the papers on a cloudy afternoon. No shouting, no tears. Just a void that clung to my chest and never quite left.

Back to the present…

There she was, radiant, walking down the aisle of the hacienda.
And then the groom entered.

When I saw his face, my world simply… collapsed.

It was my younger brother, Marcelo.

The same brother I grew up sharing everything with — except, as far as I knew, the woman I loved.

My body froze. I grabbed the bench in front of me to keep from falling. People around me kept smiling, watching the ceremony, but to me everything went silent, as if I were underwater.

Laura and Marcelo exchanged timid, gentle, knowing glances. The kind of look she waited years to exchange with me.

And the truth hit me like a punch: they already loved each other before I realized I was losing my marriage.

After the ceremony

I tried to leave unnoticed. But before I reached my car, I heard footsteps behind me.

It was Laura.

“Thank you for coming, André. I didn’t know if you would.”

I took a deep breath, trying to steady my shaking hands.

“Since when… you two?”

She looked down, then at me.

“After the divorce. Never before. I swear.
And he tried to talk to you,” she continued. “But you were… distant. Closed. I was too. Everything fell apart, and only then did things find a new place.”

I stood there in silence. Maybe it was true. Maybe not.
In the end, it no longer mattered.

She stepped closer.

“You were an important part of my life, André. I just hope you find someone who makes you want to be present. Truly present.”

I couldn’t answer. I only nodded.

Laura smiled — not with pity, but with sincerity — and returned to the celebration.

And me?

I drove back to Guadalajara with a heavy heart, but for the first time I fully understood what had destroyed my marriage.

It wasn’t Marcelo.
It wasn’t Laura.
It wasn’t fate.

It was me.
More precisely, the absence I refused to acknowledge.

And that evening, as the sun disappeared behind the mountains, I realized that sometimes the final blow doesn’t come to destroy — but to awaken.

To show that when love dies in silence, it isn’t because it disappeared…
but because it was suffocated by everything we left unsaid

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